I watch them as they skirt around each other, two opposing forces, trying their best not to pass too
close. Not to touch. I see the mutual hatred they project, cocooning them, protecting them; the
taunts and jibes warning, keep away.
I hear it in my godson's voice, as he holds forth to me about this and that, the irritations of
school life, and especially Malfoy, always Malfoy. It returns to him every time; far too often for it
to be coincidence, or for me to believe that there is nothing behind it but hatred.
I feel it crackling in the air. I doubt Harry's noticed it yet, consciously at least, and I would lay
money that Draco hasn't either. Not very perceptive, those boys. Not to mention terrified of what it
might mean.
Imagine. Going back on everything you've been taught. Ignoring your friends, betraying your family,
your house, for something as small and trivial and earth-shattering as... Not exactly easy. And yet,
if it's meant to happen, it's the easiest thing in the world, when the time comes. Suddenly
everything else feels wrong, and to embrace it is the only thing that's right. It might take a long
time to arrive, but when that moment comes, it's like lightning. I know. I've been there.
When they can hold up their facades no longer, when the opposing forces switch and become inexorably
attracting, like magnetism, there's no more resisting. You can't fight a force of nature. Although
knowing those two, they'll try. They'll fight and struggle, give themselves sleepless nights and
endless angst; they are teenagers, after all, and stubborn ones at that. Silly boys. It'll get them
in the end.
Love always does.
FIN.
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